Friends

Crazy shit I have to deal with it, and how nice I try to be. Lets start with my brother, I barley hang with friends because my dad usually wants my friends over my house then me over there. Before I go on, no, I'm not a shut in or whatever, I do go out and actually have the sun touch me(gross). But my bro seems to dislike or hate, or just wants them dead. So I be nice and usually not invite them over, which has been getting to me a lot lately. Part of the lonely part. So, I dont hang with friends cause my brother hates them, seriously what the fuck, and yet I said i was gonna invite one friend for stupid super bowl party, he said he is not allowed to come over, more what the fuck stuff. For one, he is my friend, for two, it is not your choice. Ah fuck it, thats it for that. Now my sister always, and i mean always wants to use my webcam, just because she doesn't have one, now, it would be alright with me except its part of my computer and she always just happens to ask when I am on it, not when I'm playing ps3, no, when I am on here doing something to keep me from getting bored. Plus, her camera works perfectly fine. I get tired of my family so much. O well, people have good lives, people have bad ones, its just life, so yeah. On the other hand, i may risk getting kicked out of my house, but how? By possibly having a boyfriend, woo hoo. lol, my dad is a major homophobe, even threatened my siblings and me that if we were to be gay, he would kick us out of the house, and I really don't give two shits right now cause he is turning out to be so awesome. Also, I just want a him for once instead of a her. Well shit, that was a lot, o well, I am out!

Peace
-Aaron